i've been trying to find my mantra

h&m shirt/target ring/forever 21 necklace

it lifts me up

it drags me down

the beauty and the suffering

the fine line burns inside my crown

i want to feel everything

a seed that becomes a flower

an elephant with a flower in the middle and missing 3 diamonds on my flower ring.

i want to be free of hate and fear

i went looking deep inside my soul

looking for a place that's real

i went looking for my mantra

i've been trying to find the answer

making sense of all

i see, i know

ever try so hard to look for something but never stopped to think that it was right in front of you this whole time? this is how i feel at the very moment.

i'm being cryptic.

xx

yvonne