h&m shirt/target ring/forever 21 necklace

it lifts me up
it drags me down
the beauty and the suffering
the fine line burns inside my crown
i want to feel everything
a seed that becomes a flower
an elephant with a flower in the middle and missing 3 diamonds on my flower ring.

i want to be free of hate and fear
i went looking deep inside my soul
looking for a place that's real
i went looking for my mantra
i've been trying to find the answer
making sense of all
i see, i know

ever try so hard to look for something but never stopped to think that it was right in front of you this whole time? this is how i feel at the very moment.
i'm being cryptic.
xx
yvonne